“Grief
must be externalized.”
~Kübler-Ross & Kessler, On Grief
and Grieving
During a particularly difficult
period of my adolescence, a first love having ended, I recall the
externalisation of my grief in drawing, with pencil and paper, the places and
experiences I grieved for. Somehow the pubescent young man in me could still
connect with the child within, through the creative media of drawing. Somehow
drawing became the outlet I needed to reconnect with the place I still yearned
for, and was not ready yet to let go of.
This illustrates a simple
principle for adjusting to all those coarse lessons of life.
We must, in our everyday
processing of grief, find something tangible to rub against. Some write letters
to their deceased relatives, or they write out their hurt in order to express
it. The mere expression of our raw emotion assists so much the processing of
our grief.
Ideas For The Externalisation Of Grief
Truly, the idea we try, and, that
which we find successful, is the right idea, regarding the best way of
externalising our grief.
We may find it’s a physical
transaction by exercise—which can be helpful in dealing with anger. We may find
it’s a mental task that is required. We may need to process our thinking through
using our minds somehow. We may bounce our thoughts off people. We might find
ways of expressing ourselves that only we understand.
It might be walking the dog, or
driving in the country, or watching sad (or funny) movies. Music also provides
a soothing salvo for healing. It could be putting pen to paper; blogging,
particularly, is a pretty good outlet nowadays.
Making Allowance For Externalisation Of
Emotions
Anyone expecting that the restraint
of the emotions is a good thing is mistaken.
The charged power in the emotions
was always designed to be released, such that we would safely, have the
capacity to, uncoil the spring of dramatic discontent. We may become so wound
up that the undischarged emotion gets buried very deeply and eventually becomes
inaccessible. It is better that we safely discharge it.
Making allowance for the discharge
of emotions is a healthy practice of the wise. They find their ways of
individual maintenance and provide for those ways. They find they grow in
serenity.
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The emotion within our grief needs
to be externalised; to shape our feelings into meaningful form. We must release
our pent-up energies. And when we find release we find peace, and we find ways
of coping ‘til the dawning of a new day.
© 2012 S. J. Wickham.
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