The mentally and emotionally
capable person shrinks at the sight of a person experiencing severe
breakdown—some will experience guttural disgust; others, such empathy given to
panic. So many people live lives captive to inner demons unreconciled to a
logical peace all were destined to have. Still, we all have a secret little
demon or three.
For nearly a century, millions
have repealed their demons on a daily dose of the spiritual syrup of The
Desiderata:
“Beyond a
wholesome discipline,
be gentle
with yourself.”
~Max Ehrmann, The
Desiderata (1927)
With a real sense of balance, prose
like this instructs those given to disorder, any and all of us, for the balance
so richly needed to sustain the day, and, to perhaps, even thrive. These
imbalances that we struggle with and strive through are what they are.
Without any apology we understand
life as a challenge to be continually mastered; a test for our increasing
capacities of fortitude; all of which are wrapped within the assurance of
grace.
Grace makes all the difference
between battling stoically, but without hope, and struggling well, hopefully
yet incomprehensibly.
The Experience Of Inner Grace
Our starting premise is this:
there is no sense in destroying our person, just as there is no sense in
cooperating with any force that would have as its goal the same thing. Inner
grace is our protection.
These are matters of personal risk
management. Knowing the calamities that might set themselves within a bull’s
roar of us is a simple yet great thing. Having the foresight and traditional
insight to allow the truth to rest upon our consideration is an enormous skill.
If we can bear such truth, and
most of us can, with strength we can get through anything. This strength we
speak of, however, is paradoxical. Our strength would rest on inner grace. This
is the presence and experience of God’s power in achieving the total acceptance
of the challenges before us, and of our person within those challenges.
This sounds both harder than it
seems and easier than it is.
No matter what happens against us,
and there are some things we feel we cannot bear, inner grace, which we can
never understand, helps us just enough to get through. Grace is sufficient for
us (2 Corinthians 12:9). This is something not easily explained; better
experienced. It’s available for all people.
***
The heart
of inner grace,
Enrolled
upon struggle and strife,
Encapsulates
our space,
Reconciling
us to life.
Hope
prevails for a reason,
Always
worth the chase,
Saving the
self from treason,
That’s the heart of inner grace.
© 2012 S. J. Wickham.
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