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Nostalgia is something that is wired into us, and the older we
get the more we need to reminisce.
This becomes particularly difficult for those who have not yet
been able to reconcile a difficult life.
But the importance is established in this: the less we are able
to go deeply within, to re-experience our experiences, the less we are able to
be our true selves.
If we are unable to go back and rekindle our memories,
we do face a kind of crisis of identity.
we do face a kind of crisis of identity.
One of the issues we have, especially as we age, is there are
fewer people we grew up with, and even fewer parental figures, that we can
share with. This in itself reminds us not only of our own mortality, but it is
too stark a reminder of how fleeting life is, especially when our memories are
attached to people who have passed away.
This was poignant to me as I spent some time with an older man
recently.
As I lingered there with this older gentleman I suddenly
realised such a basic truth that had until this time alluded me.
His heart needed to share. He needed an outlet to reminisce.
Even though there was a perception within me that suggested he might be
resistant, he proved more than willing to venture into those deeper, and
sometimes darker, crevices of his personal history. As he recounted the story
of his life, there was an immense sadness in him as he reconciled the truth,
that many of these people of his past had died. It was as if that fact meant
access to his memories were somehow cut off, because he didn’t have anybody to
reminisce with.
But suddenly the Lord impressed on me the importance of simply
listening and of being interested enough to enquire about the specifics of his
journey. With me, he could still reminisce.
It showed me the immense need in each of us
to share our journey with others.
to share our journey with others.
This is perhaps why life groups, group therapy sessions and AA
meetings work so well; you get plenty of time to share, and you learn that such
a sharing is good for the soul.
As you utter the words you had long thought to express those
deeper known truths validate one’s true psyche. And as you listen to others
there are parts of their story that validate your own story. Therein lies
community. And when people actively listen to us, we are encouraged to actively
listen to them, and within us grows empathy and compassion.
Even as we share the things we are uncomfortable with, we are
given more courage to do those uncomfortable things or to accept them as they
are.
As we share the things we are ashamed of or feel guilty about,
as the other person hears, and does not judge us, we experience the grace of
God through someone made in the image of God.
As we share things that have made us laugh or cry, or poignant
moments, we begin to realise how full our lives have been, and we receive feelings
of gratitude and thankfulness.
As we share with someone who is genuinely interested, our
stories are validated as important, as worthy of a hearing, as true to our
understanding, and all this attests to the importance of the person sharing and
their worth. For we all have such intrinsic worth.
As a person shares, and we have the privilege of listening, even
as we apply faith when we don’t know where they’re going, we are open to God,
and to the new things He is showing us.
In these kinds of moments,
when we hold on when we want to let go,
we learn to trust God,
not to lean on our own understanding.
when we hold on when we want to let go,
we learn to trust God,
not to lean on our own understanding.
I used to think one of the worst things about grief was having
to rehash my story time and again. It seemed like I needed to keep talking
about many things that were still unreconciled in my mind and heart. Yet the
wisdom of God is in the sharing, for without the repetition I could not
have moved on beyond it.
See how important sharing is? It is vital in the world of
therapy and healing. And it is just as vital to be in fellowship with other
human beings in the process.
It is a blessing, then, to be in a situation where you need to
tell about your story over and over again.
The wisdom of God is in the sharing,
for without the repetition we cannot move
beyond our grief into healing.
for without the repetition we cannot move
beyond our grief into healing.
It is a blessing to find yourself in a community where people
are genuinely interested in what your journey contains.
Once we have exhausted the need to express ourselves, once we
have experienced healing I mean, God shows us the value in it, and we want to help
others to share.
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