God’s will is that we are brought to the end of ourselves, so we can stop building
The House in vain, and begin building The House from the foundations up in
truth and love.
The House is a metaphor for the
structure that is our faith relationship – featuring a humble and wise
dependence on God as its cornerstone.
When our structure is built upon
nothing less than the fullest commitment to God’s truth we finally live
conscience free.
This, I think, is the eternal
life that Jesus came to usher in, for us all individually, through the Holy
Spirit. That is, that ultimately there would be no halcyon highs or abysmal
lows of emotion; that, as we do God’s unadulterated bidding we would take
neither glory nor entertain self-condemnation for the successes or failures
that inevitably come.
Freedom from self so the self
might be in God is living in the eternal plane.
***
When God rules The House everything else is
ordered appropriately. There is both the supernatural and the natural
consequence: God’s will is executed, in keeping with the leading of the Spirit,
because we simply obey without labouring in thought.
When we no longer need to bend the
circumstances of life into the shape of our will, we are then trusted by the
Spirit of God to do that very bidding that God needs, from within the midst of
our lives, for us to do.
Some will say, “God doesn’t need us,” but, in
the knowledge that he has gifted us life, and purposed us to live for his
purposes, God does need us. God needs us to do his will; to discern it and then
to do it. When we might act for God or against God, our Lord needs us to choose
God-honouring action.
***
As soon as we have realised that our end – a
rock bottom experience, the abject lack of hope, or the ending of our desires,
etc – brings the initiation of God’s beginning we know new life. This is life like
we’ve never experienced before.
Starting life from scratch, choosing the
foundational materials with which to work with and build, and using the
Father’s design, the foundation of The House is constructed reliably, for the
first time ever in our experience. All because we put God’s will first above
all, and especially above our own will.
***
The most important beginning comes when are at
the end of ourselves.
When at last we are at the end of ourselves,
God can finally get through and show us a new beginning.
© 2014 S. J. Wickham.
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