“This is not your ministry,”
The Lord
whispered into me,
“What I ask of you, however,
Is
just help others to be free.”
EVEN
though we call it ‘our ministry’ or ‘my ministry’ or ‘your ministry’ it isn’t
quite correct. It is God’s ministry that he does in others; we are just simply
blessed to be sought to do that work
that brings people in connection with the living God of their creation.
As a
means to that end, we exist as vessels through which God pours his Spirit
generously into. It is amazing that we are funnels through which this work of
God occurs. We get to observe him, and to marvel, as his work takes place and
continues in and through the life of another person, family, or group.
It is
God’s ministry that we are involved in, through our integrity, by protecting
their dignity. This is the prerequisite of the work. If we cannot protect their
dignity and provide our integrity then we are not doing God’s work.
Dignity,
for them, in our presence, as a ‘minister’, is all they may have. They present
as vulnerable, by the very nature of their coming to us. They would not be
seeking God’s ministry to themselves through us if they weren’t vulnerable. We,
too, are vulnerable, but with this mask of ‘the minister’ over ourselves we can
so easily become deluded – and, thereby, dangerous. We must care for our souls
by taking up the cudgels of God’s ministry through our own devotional life – a
thing we are doubly responsible for. For their dignity is our integrity, and by
our integrity is created their dignity – all for the glory and Presence of
God’s ministry in and through them.
***
Do you ever feel undignified before your
minister? If you do, is it founded in pride against the work God wishes to do
in you, through the minister? These are complex issues, but if a minister
cannot dignify you and you feel there is a lack of care taken in his or her
integrity, you might choose to go elsewhere. As a minister I must constantly ask,
“Am I dignifying this person?” and “Is my integrity sound?” I am responsible to
God to answer both these questions in fear and trembling as I work out my
salvation.
It is
God’s ministry that we are involved in, through our integrity, by protecting
their dignity. That is how we love: through integrity in protecting others’
dignity.
© 2014 S. J. Wickham.
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