THE more we have the less satisfied,
generally, we are.
This is a perplexing truth that God uses to
show us that things other than his very self are meaningless, futile, but a
chasing of the wind, without him front and centre.
So we can see, that life – true life, which
is the portent of the Gospel – is not about life at all; not the way we
typically see life.
We see life as a lottery to win, a car to
acquire, a home to buy, a family to build, and a career to develop, with status
to attain. But such meaning for life is never really life, because we never get
there. We are never truly satisfied with what we have. There is always
something over yonder. The thing attained is always nice for a little while,
then there’s a quick departure into a hankering for the next thing.
True life – the life that Jesus came to
give and does give when we accede –
is not in the acquiring of things. It is in the acquiring of the gift of
unrolling salvation as it takes its place in our daily life. This salvation is
an acquisition of skilled access – the less want for things, the more want for
the things of God.
This is not a ridiculous thing to
understand; a lie of a truth, as if there was ever the possibility. This is
about a truth that cannot ever fail. It does not fail.
As we approach life with no agenda for
ourselves – having died to the self – we receive as life this life that God
alone gives. It comes as a miracle, because we cannot have even anticipated we
could feel this way, blessed in the holy cognisance of a thing so eternal as
not really to make sense to those wedded to this life. It must be experienced
to actually be believed, and then still, others will not believe it until they
have experienced it for themselves. This is why it might seem like a lie.
But the gospel is paradoxical; it is a holy
reversal of the trends of this world.
***
Our thoughts on life do not agree with
God’s thoughts for life. When we jettison the envying, straining, driving, and
striving life for the life that God has eternally for us, then we receive this
one and only true life, because we have proclaimed death to the feverish,
never-to-be-satisfied self.
At our end is God’s new beginning.
© 2014 S. J. Wickham.
Visual: gravityoflife.blogspot.com
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