EVER noticed this phenomenon of life, that
incidentally is reflective also of the faith journey post-salvation? There is
an initial period in any endeavour where all goes swimmingly – everything we
touch is golden and blessed.
Then, in the second season, there is a
period of testing. In sporting terms it is the form slump. In faith terms it’s
a period of spiritual dryness. In sporting terms it’s the flailing technical
issues – we cannot score or perform anything how we’d like or we are
consistently beaten, despite our best efforts. In faith terms, God isn’t
anywhere close (or so it seems), or there is a period where we feel excluded,
undervalued or unappreciated.
Second seasons, a term we may use for those
confounding periods of frustration, are paradoxically the seasons of vast and
unparalleled growth – though we are loath to see it. Times of inextricable
inner torment, even as we put on the ‘brave face’, take us into a kind of
despair that is palpable for growth – if
we will go to God with it, be honest, and seek to join the journey with his
purposes.
If.
‘If’ Is a Big Word with
Grand Stature for Growth
Notwithstanding how you may feel about this
theory of growth, it is what it is,
and there is nothing you and anyone may do about it.
Growth occurs in the seedbed of
trial.
Yet evidence of growth is usually only
detectable after we have germinated and blossomed much later on in the piece.
But there is a second, critical element in
the growth journey – and it has an inherent ‘if’ nested within it.
During second seasons of trial, where the
simple things are seemingly unachievable, and relationships are trending south
despite our efforts of grace, we can only grow if we are prepared to submit
these things to God, to own our despair, and to surrender our darkness before
his Throne to partake in the healing of his grace.
Second seasons for growth are ‘if’ seasons.
Suffering is only the first half of the equation. The second half is the ‘if’
half. Can we be humbled in our humiliation? Can we surrender when every sinew
in us wants to scream for justice because of pride? Will we allow God to be
Sovereign (he is and always will be, so why do we rail against that which we
cannot hope to change?).
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Growth occurs in the seedbed of
trial.
If we are prepared to accept that God’s
greatest work in us is when we are under a tremendous burden of trial, this
horrible hour will be our Magnum Opus – to the Lord’s unparalleled Glory.
© 2014 S. J. Wickham.
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