Fatigue is a factor in all our
lives. It predisposes us to many ills of mind, body, and spirit. It weakens us
and it compromises our spiritual sustainability.
Fatigue, most of all, is the
biggest threat mid-journey—on whatever journey we are on. Midway we have some credit, but
we are nowhere near the end of the journey. Fear bites as we stand furthest
from either point—the start and the finish. We are easily overwhelmed by the
distance still to be traversed.
We vacillate between polls of
indifference and despair and fleeting bounds of joy; that’s typical, normal.
Through any tumultuous season, we
are being strengthened for the overall journey, but the tragic irony is, this
mini-journey is without seeming ending. Our biggest challenge in achieving a
better life for ourselves is sustaining ourselves during the present difficult
season.
But we can gather poise; that
simple, uncomplicated sense of confidence that comes without thought or effort.
It inspires us to competence.
Enjoying Rest Periods along the Journey
No journey is much fun without
rest breaks to enjoy the scenery on the pilgrimage set forth for us. Rest
breaks allow us to evaluate our progress and to regroup. We can sustain a burst
of activity for only so long before we need a rest.
Such rest periods mid-journey
afford us the opportunity to grow in poise.
And what is this poise? It is
simply the re-establishment of balanced perspective even within the presence of
a tired mind, body, or soul. It is an opportune smile, a deep breath, or a
giggle.
This poise is a thing beyond our
understanding—gifted to us by God in contemplation. This is the value of going
inward, to explore God in the silence of our rested hearts.
If we didn’t have such poise to go
to, or to grow, we could quite easily get a little insane. Chaos can be endured
for a certain time, but then it starts to rip away at the threads of our
spiritual constitutions. But poise is the reminder that the strength of God can
be drawn upon anywhere, any time.
The thing we need most of all when
we are fatigued is the encouragement of capacity; to know we have more in
reserve, and to build those reserves up in rest. The wise soldier never spends
all their ammunition in the one battle. They conserve what is so vital to the
defence of their survival.
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Strength is redeemed mid-journey
by taking the opportunity to rest. When we rest we redeem reserves of value to
continue the journey. Most of all we are blessed with poise—that balanced sense
of peace that transcends our understanding. Having rested we feel confident and
competent again.
Rest gives us back our confidence
and competence.
© 2013 S. J. Wickham.
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