STRUGGLES swarm within days of trial and the
littlest thing tips us over the edge. We find ourselves reacting irrationally
even as we witness it in our incredulity. Many moments of life we can feel
we’re on the cusp of a veritable insanity.
Or, perhaps it’s just me.
Some periods of weakness are more than a
reminder of the pit we’ve fallen into; despairing as these remainders are. At
other times, moments of plummeting weakness come as a shock — what made us go
off the deep end like that? What else is my anger capable of? What do they
think of me now? What do I think of myself?
All too normal… if you’re someone like me.
Then the Words of the Lord came to me as I
tweeted, unconscious (as always) of what he was going to say through me:
When the pressure’s
on and we’re simply dazed,
When we want to
be strong but can’t,
God says, “Stand
still and be unfazed,
I’m strong enough for you when you aren’t.”
There’s a great pressure that comes
into some of our moments — the situation’s untenable, conflict between the
ears, confusion on the ground, and then we hear just one more sound!
We’d be dazed if we allowed
ourselves to capitulate. But, of course, we can’t. We’re dependable leaders,
parents, bosses, employees, mentors… or, if that doesn’t cover us… mere human
beings capable of shocking lapses of dependability.
Sometimes we want to be strong but
can’t. Indeed, many times we need to be strong are the very times we feel
weakest.
God knows as well as we do the
anxious urgency of those situations. The Lord is in us by his Holy Spirit. His
angels know. Even the enemy knows. We know, yet we think we’re alone. We’re not
alone. God is for us. And where that’s true we have access to every help we
need.
Standing still, even if we were
sitting or lying down, is the poise that stops in the moment of panic, in the
time of weakness, when we’re bereft of response, and we choose courage to not respond.
We don’t respond. If others are pressuring us, we choose to slow the pace of
the moment down, so we have half a chance. We experience the compassion of
Christ in our flailing moment. We take shelter in the shadow of his wings
(Psalm 17:8). That is our obedience.
Strength for today is a moment
away. Keeping weakness at bay is about a little delay.
Strength for today is ripe for the
minute. We need to pick the fruit of patience at the very time we most need it.
Nurture patience by the priori of prayer.
Strength for today in weakness is
about accepting that in weakness is God’s strength.
Bearing weakness requires the faith
of patience, which is ironic in its strength; the strength of surrender.
It takes courage to bear weakness;
to be strong enough to be honest. God blesses that acceptance of reality with
more of his strength.
© 2015 Steve Wickham.
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