Courage is a virtue that comes into its own when we need it; not
beforehand. It stays dormant until the time of testing arrives. And though we
may hardly ascribe our responses to the tests of life as “courageous,” the
simple fact of our being under trial is the very testimony of courage — to withstand
the temptation to give up by giving in.
Tests have about
them the character of burden to the extreme. It is rubbish that ‘God won’t
allow us to be tested beyond what we are capable’. That’s an awful
representation of Paul’s 1 Corinthians 10:13.
The truth is we are
blessed to finally be overtaken by testing, for finally we discover we cannot
do this life on our own. It never feels good in the process, however, and that
which is excruciating is ultimately the making of us, spiritually.
It is never a good
thing that a life would go untested. Most of us cannot learn proper empathy
until we have passed through the flames of our very own incineration. There are
some, however, who are blessed with such empathy and compassion to not need
humbling. That certainly wasn’t me!
God will get our
attention one way or another if we are genuinely his subjects. In a massive
irony, God will show lesser interest in the ‘Christian’ (of appearance) than a
Christian who has avowed to growth. Shudder to think that we pray very serious
prayers of discipleship to then be tested.
But now this:
Christian character must be tested. Testing is the approval process.
I have written a
little poem on the present subject below:
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The biggest fight for life,
Isn’t against a treacherous foe,
It’s the battle of inner strife,
Within each of us we should know.
Isn’t against a treacherous foe,
It’s the battle of inner strife,
Within each of us we should know.
Not depending anymore,
On our strength of independence,
It’s shattered what’s more,
Upon God now is our dependence.
On our strength of independence,
It’s shattered what’s more,
Upon God now is our dependence.
Finally life starts again,
From safer and certain ground,
Better women and men,
Upon God we are finally found!
From safer and certain ground,
Better women and men,
Upon God we are finally found!
Faith’s biggest test,
Isn’t borne on the wings of ease,
Faith comes out best,
When it’s only God that we please.
Isn’t borne on the wings of ease,
Faith comes out best,
When it’s only God that we please.
So it beggars our belief,
Now to stand up in the trenches,
To rely on God what’s more,
On Him alone who avenges.
Now to stand up in the trenches,
To rely on God what’s more,
On Him alone who avenges.
Against the flow of sense,
Our faith learns to stand on its feet,
Only faith withstands offence,
Learning to sit still within our seat.
Our faith learns to stand on its feet,
Only faith withstands offence,
Learning to sit still within our seat.
Despite threats of insane thought,
Where clamour and despair are ours,
Recall the price with which we were bought,
Endure through the darkest hours.
Where clamour and despair are ours,
Recall the price with which we were bought,
Endure through the darkest hours.
© 2015 S. J. Wickham.
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