“... let us run with perseverance the race
that is set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith...”
—Hebrews 12:1b-2a (NRSV)
Some periods in life are harder
than others, and there are some times ahead, as perhaps they’ve passed behind
us, where our faith to step—to take the next step—flounders, for lack of vision.
Times like these occur in crisis.
When we most need faith, our faith
is tested. That’s a tragic irony.
Crises have about them the nature
of variegated panic. Never are crises simple. The complexities are genuinely
overwhelming, and hope for a vision, for a purpose out of all this, disappears
for a time. Sometimes the duration is much longer than we expect.
When our faith is being tested all
we can do is meet the test in faith. But what does that mean?
The Basics of Faith in Crisis
In a crisis our moments become
more intense. There seems to be no escapable moments. We must live them all;
without the surety of hope we may be used to.
Each hour is a project in itself,
and each day is a marathon. We struggle for time, and we struggle for meaning,
because the feedback we get is that there is not enough time and not enough
impact made for what we are doing.
The basics of faith are our only
help to get through each hour; to make it through each day. With
self-discipline we focus on getting the sleep we need—as best we can manage it.
Sleep is the pivot point on which our health and wellbeing relies in crisis.
Faith is a thing of belief that
God will lead us each step—each decision—each sequential second. Never more is
it of great importance that we can rely on God in faith than in a crisis.
As we take each step, trusting
God, we don’t need to be ‘happy’ so much, as content that we are searching, in
faith, after God’s momentary will for our lives.
God will lead us, each second,
each minute, each hour, each day, and through all our days, as long as the
crisis lasts. And when we are through the crisis, we will praise God’s
faithfulness to carry us through when we truly had no belief in ourselves—but
we believed in him.
Faith is the only productive way
of dealing with the crisis, for faith alone gives us the ability to take the
next step when our hope is gone.
God made faith as a tool for life
in a world we often feel lost in. No matter how lost, tormented, hemmed-in, or
numb we feel, God is there through the faith-force inside us, giving us
momentary direction, and just enough confidence to take the next step.
© 2012 S. J. Wickham.
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